Should I Stay or Should I Go? - Really NOT that cryptic.
Oh man, I have no idea. Seriously - what the heck do you do when you have NO idea what to do? This summer there's an opportunity that could LITERALLY change my life and I don't know if I even WANT to change - is it worth it? I don't know. Is changing into something different any better than what I am now? It makes me nauseous to think about. Really. Nauseous.
And the thing is, it really isn't just me that decides my fate - my parents are going to say no, and there are other peoople I have to convince. Oh man, I can't stop thinking about this. I know I'm scared out of my mind, so is that a good indicator of whether or not to go? Bah. This all sucks. I don't even know what I'm saying or if this makes sense.
Argh. :(
And the thing is, it really isn't just me that decides my fate - my parents are going to say no, and there are other peoople I have to convince. Oh man, I can't stop thinking about this. I know I'm scared out of my mind, so is that a good indicator of whether or not to go? Bah. This all sucks. I don't even know what I'm saying or if this makes sense.
Argh. :(
posted by Breanne at 4:45 PM
4 Comments:
pros and cons and consider your best option.
what's the problem? what's going to be better for you in the long run? what's going to make you happy? will it change your life for the better? what have you got to lose? those're all things you need to consider before making a big decision, in your case.
do what will benefit you.
thanks Jam. Yeah, I am trying to consider all that. We'll see what happens. :)
Go.
If you're scared of it then run to it. That's how people move forward. Change is terrifying but it's for the best. You need this. You know you do. GO FOR IT.
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