Thanks!
Sigh. It would be really great if people could maybe possibly sort of do their job. Especially when all that's required of them is making a single phone call. While other things in life are looking up - school's almost done for the semester, I'm moving in a month - my body's still in the dumps. Seriously, it's not working; it's making it hard to get anything done. It's fucking with my head, which must be fun for it, but not fun for me. I feel like I'm watching it from far away but still having to feel everything. It's shitty. I'd like it fixed. Thanks to a deficit in giving a shit, I'll have to wait even longer before I can see anyone who can help. It's only been 6 months of hell. No biggie, what's 4 more?
Also, it's getting expensive, all this upkeep for the worst tenant in the world. Therapy, acupuncture, constantly buying new pants because I'm dropping a pants size every month - all of this adds up rather quickly. If I weren't broke and sick, I'd take pleasure in this shrinking, but as it stands I've had no hand in this, I have no money, and I'm tired of toast. Also, because my head's fucked, I don't actually see any difference in my body - just the increasing gaps in waist bands. Sigh.
Also, it's getting expensive, all this upkeep for the worst tenant in the world. Therapy, acupuncture, constantly buying new pants because I'm dropping a pants size every month - all of this adds up rather quickly. If I weren't broke and sick, I'd take pleasure in this shrinking, but as it stands I've had no hand in this, I have no money, and I'm tired of toast. Also, because my head's fucked, I don't actually see any difference in my body - just the increasing gaps in waist bands. Sigh.

