I AM IN DEEP SHITTTT.

OH boy. I am in deep shit. Apologizing for my language seems useless. I am in deep shit and I have no idea how I am gonna talk my way out of this one. This may seem terribly dramatic, but I'm not trying to sound stupid. Anyone have any idea how I can get out of here in one piece? I can't do what my parents want me to do. I just can't. I CAN'T. But now I'm stuck and they're pinning me in a corner and I'm screwed and I don't know where this is going. Actually, I know where THEY want this to go, but I don't want to go there. It's stupid. It's completely UNNECESSARY and totally traumatic. I had fooled myself into thinking I'd flown under the radar but was sadly, horribly mistaken - not that I'd done anything bad (just to be clear). The next couple of days should be interesting and should make me want to punch a baby. And for her information, I'm not packing to go anywhere. I'm staying here because everything's ok and I'm fine and everything's fine and I'm staying home and working and babysitting and doing homework and going out because it's all fine. I'm not freakin' packing because I'm not gonna do what they want. And technically, they can't really do anything anyway. They can't physically pick me up and shove me in the car. That's stupid.

Sorry if this sounds completely crazy and such, I just needed to freak out somewhere.