Well if I was in your position, I'd put down all my ammunition

Ah, another sigh. Went to see another whitecoat this morning. It was pretty pointless, kind of got me down. Hauling your butt all the way to RUH and there not really being a point to it is sort of annoying. I went anyway, in hopes that things might be different this time. I felt like a communal drink, to be quite honest. Being passed around the circle of whitecoats like beer at a party is not exactly my idea of a good time. You sort of feel used after a while, and the funny thing is, after all that, they still haven't done a thing. Yes, it's not their job to fix me up good - I get that - it just seems a little stupid that they want me to keep coming back but we never get anywhere. True, I'm not always the most willing of patients, but I'm smart enough to know that this sucks. They're like, "This is really bad...see you later!" Who wouldn't be frustrated with that??? Next time, I swear, I'm just going to avoid them all together. Oh well, at least I got to miss Social this morning. That's a plus. Oh, and I got STARBUCKS...mmm. You gotta try their eggnog lattes. Having a Starbucks in RUH boosts its appeal, if only a little.

Ah, another sigh: I'll be home alone in 2 more days! Everybody leaves on Friday morning - I will be incredibly peppy at school on Friday, you can bet your butt. I'm pretty sure I'm more excited about their leaving than my parents and sister are. That's a little sad, but I'm not gonna apologize. I'm too stoked for that. As soon as I have the house to myself, I clean. Yes, it's pathetic, but it's true - as soon as it becomes my space, I actually like cleaning so that it's nice to be in. Soooo excited...